Monday, May 31, 2010
Today I'm a little sad. It's a specific sad, a peculiar feeling I remember having when I was about 8 or so. I don't really remember exactly, I was a child and I found out that things pass, things change, people go away, and it stays that way, they don't come back.
It's the consuming feeling that I don't get to 'make' everything the way I want to. I simply have to deal with it.
I'm sad because things pass. It's been a long time since I had this feeling.
But there's one thing I can make into what I want (most of the time):